I’m stuck
I just want to produce beauty
But its not been finding me well
I try to inspire
Only leaving my mind on fire
And my soul untouched
I give away my time
And once its no longer mine
I realize just how badly
I need what I’ve lost
But this is the cost,
The cost of belonging to others
My fear keeps me in the womb
Inside my mothers tomb
She’s built up walls of fear
Keeping me unclear
As to why I must be here
And when I lift my head
From underneath my bed
I find my father
On my knees,
I beg him please
He won’t let go
So I join him
Under my bed
And inside my head
I hide
And abide
By the laws of my emotion
I give up on the outside world
And fall inward
Into a place where a beating chest means panic
My mechanics speed before they slow
And have yet to let me go
Into the depths of who I am
I’ve been damned
But I will fight
And scream
And dream
And bleed
Until one day
I’m freed
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